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So, here's what I've figured out this whole two weeks.

I more like...kidnapping myself. It's like I locked up my self not to fight anymore. I let the other side of me bursted out. I intend to have fun, laugh, rest, and I won't let anything came through to my mind except nice things. But because of the PAPER, I stop my self even a bit too hars. I hurt my self. I felt lke I was tied up to the ground and there's no way for me to escape. I gave my self too much freedom, so it lasted with too much pain.
Almost every citizens are talking about our Mayor. With my fully respect, please don't mess your citizen's mind a lot more than before by the things that you've stupidly done! You might not read this, but at least God knows everything. I'm holding tight onto my faith. You'll get what you deserved!
Well, unfortunately. My faith isn't strong enough to keep me hanging on. I'm having a hard time about my future. I'm not even sure if it's going to be MY future. Because I feel like I'm not the one deciding it. I've just realized that I have been being a robot. Or for the worst, slave robot. Well, it hasn't reach that point yet. But I'm pretty sure, if I keep things going just like now, I will reach that point for sure.
Do you want to know  what really my dream is? Fine, it's very simple. I WANT TO BE FREE!
I am addicted to Hallyu and whole things about that. I just know how hard it is to be able to reach that kind of popularity. It's really not easy. They're totally a harworker. The more I see them, the more I see nothing in me. I can't even write a single story. I'm all messed up! There, again, I just said it. For the uncountable times. I'm amess!